back to reality

assalamualaikum

cuti sem terus berjalan. opss! sory. bkn berjalan. tp BERLARI. gila sekejap rasa nikmat cuti. hari ni dh 5dis. gila! smue gila. tk terasa masa terbazir mcm tu je. dlm masa seminggu lbh dh ak bercuti, mcm2 yg jadi. dr yg dijangka, sehingga perkara2 yg tk dijangka berlaku. hadapi smue masalah tu smpai diri ak sendiri terabai. bayangkan lh.

baru sekarang ak terfikir. nikmat n syukurnya kebahagiaan dulu. srius, ak rindu kehidupan yg dulu. so korang yg still rasa nikmat bahagia, bersyukur lh sblm terlambat. HAPPINESS! sebenarnya happiness is something that i have been thinking a lot about, asking the questions pd diri sendiri!



What makes me happy now and what is going to make me happy in the future?

 This quote really slapped me back to reality :'(

bila duduk termenung. fikir balik btl2. i’ve been thinking about this whole being happy thing, and i feel like people get lost when they think of happiness as a destination.

baru ak sedar we’re always thinking that someday we’ll be happy n we’ll get that car or that job or that person in our lives mcm kawan2 yg slalu ada utk kita, boypren yg sweet smpai ko lupa dunia. tp tu ke yg korg fikir that’ll fix everything dlm hidup? semua tu salah. gila3 salah ! happiness is a mood, and it’s a condition. not a destination. it’s like being tired or hungry. it’s not permanent. it comes and goes, and that’s okay. and i feel like if people thought of it that way, they’d find happiness more often lh bagi ak.

sekarang, diana yg dulu bg ak perlu diperbaiki. terlalu byk kekurangan n diana dulu terlalu mnyusahkan ibu bapa! cukup lh dgn rasa slesa sblm ni. syukur alhamdulillah utk kehidupan yg slesa masa lalu. sekarang ak kena belajar hidup berdikari mncari kabahagiaan. hati mak abah yg tgh hancur skg ni, perlu dipulihkan. myb dgn kejayaan ak. doakan lh.

 that's all

bye